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Do I really know myself

Do I really know myself? Question that I’ve asked myself over and over and I couldn’t really think of the right words to define me.I have live long enough maybe to know that life doesn’t just give you nice things, it throws everything, bittersweet if that’s what you can call it.I do believe I have experienced most of it although I don’t consider myself an expert.I have had accomplishments and success that I’m proud of. I have fair share of sad moments as well as struggles but life is what you make it . I do have a few regrets that when I think about it now I feel like I could have done better. Isn’t life is a lifetime of learning? Yes it is and that is why I’m here studying and hoping that maybe someday things will be better. I often sees myself base on how other people sees me as a person and that is so wrong. I care so much of what others will think of me and I forgot that iam unique and I shouldn’t be comparing myself to others. There are many people who are living in this world and everyone has different personalities. There are no two people who have the exactly same personalities. Everyone in this world is unique in their own ways. One’s personality is something that does not change which makes one unique and special. As for me, I am a responsible and sympathetic person, however, I am a self-centered person as well who may have made enemies with a lot of people.I am a pretty responsible person and I do what I am supposed to do. As now, I am a student in school, therefore I have to study and do well and make sure I’ll graduate. At home iam a mother, the most noble job that some people underestimate. Isn’t it as important as being out there making a living? Yes iam not working but I’m working towards to the future that I believe I deserve.Hope is something you create and not wait and while I’m doing baby steps to the life I want for me and my family, I’m waiting patiently. I do believe that my current situation is not my final destination so there’s hope as long as you act on it and you do something. So who am I? I’m a daughter, a sister, a friend, a partner but I proudly choose to be a mother. Iam not raising my children iam raising someone else’s husband, father, wife and mother in the future. I want to be my children teacher and I want to teach them to live life with courage and determination. Who am I? Iam me, only me.